last night i just crashed. hopefuly today i can be done with my voice &diction stuff. i mainly need to take care of the cassette thing. Once i have that the last tree things for that class only take time not much effort. post that i just have research methods to worry about all next week. Nothing else is really on my mind and i only have getting this stuff over to worry about, so hopefuly not to stressful of a week and a half left.

Yesterday i ate it skating with Anthony (pics on facebook). don't really know what happened, speedwables and then o got thrown. now i'm nursing a messed up elbow and some other scrapes. today looks like work, class, lunch?, sleep, groop project, sleep. if i can get this project done i can finish everything this week and only wory about finals... i hope i actualy end up doing it that way.

yester day was supper productive i finished my movement stuff, then wrote two poems. Now the better of the two has been lost somehow and i don't really remember it F#*%!!! oh well i'll have to try.

i woke up early for no reason today (well my roomates alarm went off, and it woke me and not him up, and the the birds started out the window) but i was supper tiered last night. Lauren and i went to disny land and it was way fun. We went on pirates and there was next to no line wich is rare (thank you fantasmic). then we went on an adventure looking for an in and out, we were both craving animal fries (it's the only thing i like there, so i almost never go, but i wanted it last night).

Disnyland!!!!!!!!!!

well, lets see... yesterday BSU had L.I.F.T. (an open mike thing) i butchered a poem, i got two lines in and the whole rest was me trying to salvage it. Everyone else did well and since i was first anyway it doesn't matter. The featurs were great it was Propaganda, Jason, and this girl who was fanomanal but i can't remember her name for the life of me. Then i ditched out after the featurs to go over to a party a Jesicas house. It was for the people involved in the show (ie. theatre and music people and their friends) and aparently there were a tone of people there that left before i got there, but it was still a good croud . After Lauren went and cuddled with a wonderful view of down town. Over all it was a good evning, nothing extreamly exciting happened during the day, but that's okay. (Nikkei Blak was the other featur i couldn't remember)

yesterday was cool, hung out with Lauren in while she worked the boxoffice and the we chilled for the rest of the afternoon. Last night i ended up playing resadent evel 4 with Anthony, and Jacob telling us how bad we sucked.  Such a fun game. that's pretty much my day. today i'm going to breakfast with Lauren it will be fun.  i realized that we kind of benge on time together, we'll see eachother most days but normaly it's with other people doing whatever (the good side of having same friends) then after like a week of not having any cuple time we'll spind like two days with a lot of together time. Then we won't again for a weekish. i don't know how i feel about it, at leaste were not tha cuple that shuts themself off from the outside world, but still. i don't know

i have gotten back into demon hunter, they were the start of my metal journey and i was so into them for years then i kind of phased out of them but right now i'm so into them again. their pretty much all i've been listening to lately.  not much else is happening h/w and i need a poem for lift this friday, can't wait for the weekend. Everything' winding down to summer.

ps. i wan undying played at my funeral, beautiful song

i think i have a movement piece due today if not then i'm already good for next week. So if i can find some motivation, i have this week to jump start my final papers...

if i can find some motivation

Ok, so yesterday i just went to church and worked today i have a reading in voce & diction; now my roommate showed up after disappearing for a week and now were talking about how crazy it was. His life is crazy and i am blessed to be around such a blessed person.

on yesterday's entry:

  i was bombing a hill and almost got hit by a motorcycle then two cars came in the other lain so i just hunkered down and prayed the the intersection at the bottom would be clear when i got to it. It was and i had a wicked adrenaline rush.

 When we were on our was to the party Charity (who invited Lauren) was telling who was going to be there and mentioned Nicole. There is some back story to Nicole and i that you'd have to read other journals to find out. Anyway it wasn't awkward we just avoided echother for most of the night and then she was talkin to Isaac (whom i roomed with over summer) about one of our friends that she wanted to hookup with, while i was sitting next to him. Then she brought me into the situation and asked me, because i know her and him pretty well, if it was a good idea. i desided to help a brother out and talked her into it (i am probably an asshole) but it was funny to me. Lauren thought it was funny, but she was about to smack a bitch if anything happened at the beginning.

i actually have stuff to write about and don't have time. short version of yesterday: went to workday in theatre cut stuff with jig saw; took a nap; went skating with chris and anthony; almost died; hung out with anthony until picked up to go to a party; hung out at party with other theatre and com majors; something awkward that wasn't; i'm a bastered; went home and to bed.

ok so yesterday was fun i hung out with Lauren and Danica, we wached a movie and played disny "seen it" Lauren distroyed us at it. today's a workday it i need to be off to it but i don't need the hours and it kind of makes me not want to do it but i'm a good guy and i know they need my help. so i guess i suld go.

i registered for classes next year and Lord willing i'll graduate. i have 25 units left and need 12 a semester to live on campus. two of my classes won't let me register because their lame and i need to go take care of it today. also i work some prevew thing (i don't know what) for Doc, but i do know that i'm not running sound or lights or anything for Urintown other than maybe ushering. That is exciting.  Yesterday Anthony and i finaly went and bombed that hill it was so much fun, and i hung out in c unit with those guys which is always an intresting time (i feel nerdy but that's not unusual) three weeks of classes and finals week is all that's left.

yesterday was fun i hung out with Lauren, then went skating and watched lost hung out a bit did some work. It was good, today i didn't go to movement and so i slept in and now got up i'm about to take a shower and do some h/w. 

i suck at this, i've goten so out of it. there was a time where i journaled every morning but it's not any time resently. life is good, after thursday my stuff dew load severely drops and that will be good because that means i'm almost done. The down side to that is i have to leave Lauren, which if three months apart dosn't kill us or drive us insane it will be a sign that this is probably going to be a long relationship. i might actualy have a job when i go back which i will be very thankful for, summer is a good time to work and save up some money.speaking of work i should probably go.

ok well my roommate set his alarm clock early and now i'm up and he is back in bed. he'll complain later about it not being able to get up when he wants, it's because he allways crall right back into bed after it gose off and i wake him up and make him turn it off. i have movement in about 45 mn which i do not take a shower before so i will now just be awake longer. i still don't have a real clue what i'm doing with my final piece. Which i should but it's so hard to figure out what a recap/ senthesis piece of all the other pieces should be.i know were just talking to Doc and that makes it hard to want to go when i don't realy have much to talk about.

i am such a slacker at this journal

Yesterday was cool i had an interesting night where i watched God start some cool thing. i'm thankful to have been witness to it. Today i have a dat with Lauren, despite all the time were around eachother we haven't had some just us with no other friends around in a while so i told here i'm taking her out. i think it's going to be this indy fillm from Australia which looks cool. To morrow i have movement stuff dew and i have no real idea on my last piece, luckly i don't have to present it. Chriss Pineta cam up with the idea of using the projector in our piece which will be intresting to see how it turns out. 

ok i've slacked off for a cupple days i was sick it sucked. there's not a lot of new news so this will probably be short but that's alright. My movement crisi piece was tuseday which was so nice to be finally done with. Everyone's went well there were some really moving ones and people said i di good (i can't tell how sencere they were because everyone did grate and you kind of have to tell people they did good at it) i need to go to work and i need to regain som energy i'm dead, but that's life.