movement crisis piece, i'm sick, i want to go back to bed everything else will be in my privet journal.

ok, so i finally got around to opening my paypal account. Lauren Amail and i watched Roc'n Rolla last night (such a good movie) and they liked it. So i've stared chronicling lauren and my relationship. It started out as another project that i thought up examining relationships fore future use and just kind of turnd into what it is now. There's not really any big news but i needed to put down something. Oh and i can't forget to work on my movement piece for tuseday. that's all, i love skateing again. God is good to me.

ok so, last night i got to bed at 1 which was nice i went to the shouthouse with Jenny and Mark and his girlfriend Holly, it was cool because i haven't hung out with them in forever. The night was fun at parts and boring at parts i don't know. How i got roped into that was i went to BSU and was hanging out with Jenny. i'm kind of disolusioned with BSU like most things these days, but i love the people there so it's fun just to hang out with them. i hung out with Lauren prethat and it was fun i like hanging out with her (go figure maby that's why she's my gf) but just chilling the tow of us hanging out was so nice. i need to go to work. 

Today i slept in it was glorious i got just under 12 h of sleep. i didn't have to go to movement because i presented tusday, and Social Research was canceled. Then i've been working on movement because i haven't had much time for it recently and i need to work on my piece (that showed tusday). My stuf is coming along, it needs to be rehersed about a zillon times but it was nice that i got it done and cleand up the paper. i'm having trubble with the aceptance part. It needs to be clear and i think i have a drastic change in motion but still it would be nice to have a sound bit to throw in there, but i'v been looking and can't find one so i made a part that worked into what i already had. The sinthisis piece is going to be fun i already know how it will begin i'll probably start with good times and the rainstorm cilp. It's only 11 and i don't have to be anywhere till 1:30, i think i'll take  a shower... yeah.

Hello!!!!!! Okay i'm trying to get back on the bandwagon and do this every morning again. so the recap, i'm back in SD my sis came to visit for the weekend it was fun we wen't to Disney and that was cool Lauren came with us, her and my sis get along so that's good, i'm happy about it. She flys back today after my class. i don't really know ummmm.... yester day we went to church and the just chilled untill i had work. i've been very bipolar in my poetry lately, i'v started doing a lot of "See the mess we've made" poems and then i'll swich to happy goofy "sappy" poems that are very contrasting. It's weird. i'm no sure there's anything left to say. School will be over in 7 weeks and i'm over some of my classes already, isn't that sad. oh well, i'll injoy the present while it lasts.

ok, i'm back at school trying to get back in the habbit of doing this. it's early and i have work in about twenty minuts. today is going to be one of those days where everything has to be done and i'll need grace to be able to do it all. last night was slow so i went to bed early and am glad i did but it's just one of those things where i dred every thing untill it's over and then i'm so exsausted that i can't think to do much of anything else. i'll be so glad to be out of school but i have to survive the next year and a bit, then find some sort of job, life just dosn't look that exciting to me right now. i think i'm burnt out and not even near done which just fosters dread. Some part of me says that i need to face up and learn to enjoy life so much is going right but i don't have anything that i'm unnessaseraly looking forward to just making it to a point tonight where i can go to bed, that and i know it will be sometime after 8pm which just means i get the plesure of being awake and active for the next 13:30 hours which dose not sound fun. but if i can survive that i can put on some music and go to bed lord willing.

this was a depressing gloomy entry.

Were off to the lake today, weather kept us here yesterday but that turnd out to be ok because i got to hang out with Leana and Zebbadia (such a ba name) and my dad found me a copy of rock n rolla. my girlfried just called so bye

Ok, i'm a failure at this but ill be more on the ball when i'm back at school. i'm going to the lake today at some point it should be lots of fun. i miss Lauren and can't wait to be back in SD to see her. This paper should not have taken so long but it will still be beter than most of the classes no other new. peace

i've missed the past few days, it happens, i'm at home and just am undisciplined. There's several people i haven't seen yet (i've only visited with Alix and my family). Today i'm writing a paper on Abraham Lincoln and Hemingway and depretion. it should be fun.

Ok well it's wednesday i have work all morning then after my 11 class i'm taking Lauren on a picnic it should be fun, i'm kind of excited, being a boyfriend after years of not is fun. Even if it is a change of rolls. Yesterday i found out that my grandma Johnson will be staying at my house when i get there, which will be nice. Tonight at some point i need to get ready for going home. i have a checklist and stuff to compleet. it's 6:30 and i should probably be off to work, ,my roomate asked me to wake him up when i left, he has the hardest time getting uo in the mornnings. lights on.

well today is tusday if i can make it thru 4:15 i'll be pretty much home free. Today has the potential to be a long day so i'm praying that it won't be. i have to remember to get stuff from the caff for a picnic, and remember to do my shelf reading too. i should probably check and see if i'll be back in time for work the Sunday after spring brake because if i'm not then i'll need to get someone to cover me. There's a quiz in social psyc that i'll miss thursday, i only care because it can't be made up and i don't want to have any more bad grades than i have to. i'm not doing well in that class and it's got the kind of teacher where it will show. UUUuuuuuGGGGGggggggg. i need to get to movement. yeay. =[

hey!!! this things been going for a week yeah i haven't given up yet.
really i don't have an idea what to talk about right now but oh well i'll just type some crap and see where i end up at. i only have one class today which is why mondays are good. i don't really know i normaly hang out witgh Lauren after class because it's her last class of the day. That's always something to look forward to. i finished reading Watership Down it was a fun book i'm definetly putting it on my read to the children i never plan on haveing list. Wednessday i'll have to pick something for spring break, i kind of want some thing in French just so i can work on my french, but that dosen't sound fun it sounds like work, but i'll probably do it anyway. It will be good for me. i leave thursday and wednesday i plan on having a picknik with Lauren in balboa park which will be fun, tomorrow will be a day i have to survive but other than that i'm looking forward to the rest of the week. i kind of wish i could just jump to wedesday around noon but that's not the way time works so i guess i'll just have to live it.

ok so it's sunday and i'm about to take my sunday afternoon nap. In four day's ill be home, i don't think i've ever wanted to be home so much. i can't wayt to see my mom. After London i wanted to go home but it was still a little bitter sweet and all brakes from college i've bin mor excited about the time off than actualy being home. i'll miss Lauren while i'm gone but that's to be expected and it's only a week so that's not bad at all. Last night we wached the labranith and ive been singing "danc magic dance" all day. That movie is so wonderful though, definitely a nesesity as an unrecognized bass of modern fantasy. Jim Hennsen was a great artist/storyteller, i aspier to be that good at telling stories.

Nap time.