i suck at this, i've goten so out of it. there was a time where i journaled every morning but it's not any time resently. life is good, after thursday my stuff dew load severely drops and that will be good because that means i'm almost done. The down side to that is i have to leave Lauren, which if three months apart dosn't kill us or drive us insane it will be a sign that this is probably going to be a long relationship. i might actualy have a job when i go back which i will be very thankful for, summer is a good time to work and save up some money.speaking of work i should probably go.