ok, so the sugery that "went well" as of last time i wrote is now having complications. My mom has enternal bleeding and if it didn't pan out over last night they will be onening her back up and trying to fix it. This is kind of the worry i have reight now. It's weird how stuff like this efects someone. It's like this tention in my sholders, that kind of fallow' everywhere i go and is in the back of my mind nomater what stupid crap is going on in the front of my cosiousness. i am honestly scared (at least we know my med are working because normaly i would have just felt numb. That was not comforting at all.) i can't sit here and type anymore so i'll update this tomorrow.